Perfect plan of love for your life:

Everyone longs to give him/her self completely to someone: to have a deep soul relationship with another; to be loved thoroughly and exclusively. But, God to a Christian says, no, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled, and content with being loved by Me, alone. With giving yourself totally and unreservedly to Me. To having an intensely personal and unique relationship with Me, alone. Discovering that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found, will you be capable of the perfect human relationship that I plan for you.

You will never be united with another until you are united with Me, really united with another, exclusive of anyone, or anything else, exclusive of any other desires or longings. I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing...one that you cannot imagine.

I want you to have the best, please allow Me to bring it to you. Just keep watching Me...expecting the greatest things. Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I Am. And keep listening and learning the things I tell you.

You just wait, that's all...wait. Don't be anxious, don't worry, don't look around at the things that others have gotten or I have given them. Don't look at the things you think you want. Just keep on looking off and away to Me, or you will miss what I want to show you. And then, when you are ready , I'll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than anything you would dream of.

You see, until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready, and I am working even at this moment to have both of you ready at the same time. Until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me and the life I prepare for you, you won't be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me. And this is perfect love. And, dear one, I want you to have the most wonderful love.

I want to see in you, in the flesh a picture of your relationship with Me. And I want you to enjoy materially, the everlasting union and beauty and perfection and love that I offer you with Myself. I know that I love you utterly. I am El Shaddai-most loving Father, God Almighty. Believe it and be satisfied and I will satisfy you.

Currently Listening Taking The Long Way By Dixie Chicks see related

Hey Everyone :)

Yup, i'm still alive and i still check my xanga...i actually go on all the time for like 2 seconds, just never write anything! So i'm in my second semester of classes, and its going pretty well so far...i like my schedule at least. It was really hard saying by to zac though...i'm just glad him and gordo could come up to redeemer for a night, so my two favourite guys could see where i'm living for now!

Sometimes its so hard to be patient when you're at a place and really don't know where you're going. Or you've thought for a while that you did know, and now you're not sure. I guess everythings just a big exercise in trusting God. But does patience have to do with trusting? I mean its not that i don't trust God, i definitely do, and i'm excited for him to bring me somewhere, anywhere, but its just that i'm impatient sometimes i think! I trust God, but i just would liiike to know whats up. You know, i don't know how people who don't have God do it. I rely on Him for everything. He's my motivation for getting up in the morning, he's the only one who's there constantly, I'd feel so empty without his presence in my life! Maybe its simply that they just don't know what they're missing. But i'm sure that they must feel that theres sooomething missing. Who knows.

Well i have to get off to class....music....i like this class :)

I'm actually going to write more on this...i think.

God bless you guys! :)

Alex